Subject: Re: HBD!!!
Date: 6/10/99

Happy birthday, dear jay, you and Tracy make a TWISTER of a package.

I wonder if Tracy has anything to do with this TACO BELL STARWARS BLITZ I CAN'T FRIGGEN GO ANYWHERE WITHOUT SEEING THAT DAMN RED FACED GUY SWOOSHING AROUND ON HIS FRIGGEN HOVER-BIKE DAMMIT TRACY YOU HAVE INFILTRATED SOCIETY WITH THOSE DAMNED THINGS!!!

Life rules. Immergluck is an awesome musician - Counting Crows is now 7.

You know what rules? Sitting - trying to meditate, and being taken for a ride in your mind, and every 2 or 3 minutes - REMEMBERING that you're friggen trying to friggen meditate. I think a month or two of that every day can do something for you - I'm not sure what, but it really can. Sometimes I think that to have attained, "Collective consciousness", as Carl Jung called it, you have to feel like a hollow - flute. No mental activity, just still, silent, pure awareness. Is this crazy? I want it.

BUT EVERY TIME I TRY TO DO IT - THIS HUGE FLAMING BUTTCRACK COMES INTO THE ROOM AND ASKS ME IF I WANT TEA AND I'LL BE HOG-JAWLED IF I'M GOING TO HAVE TEA WHILE I'M TRYINGO TO MEDITATE DAMMIT!!!